
I have officially hit a point where I am asking myself "Am I wasting my own time?" I put just about every fiber of my being into eating, sleeping and drinking acting. It has become very much associated with ME as a person. I don't mind this, but it has gotten to the point where the people who are close to me (mostly friends at home in NYC) see me as just "The Actor". I have literally put my life on hold in order to excel in school, study and develop my craft, I'm
losing my life it seems. I have let so many experiences pass me by because I perceived them to be distractions .
It turns out that those distractions would have helped me as a person, as an artist. Actors thrive on LIFE EXPERIENCE, what the hell am I doing? I'm doing myself a disservice by cutting people and experiences out of my life...I have done it so much ...to the point where the things I have cut off have begun to outweigh my actual life... Even though people who know me may or may not agree...this is how I feel at the moment.
Photo By: Natalie J. DeVore @ Devore Vision