Sunday, December 26, 2010

Don't Just Do Something, Sit There: The Epiphany


About two weeks ago, I experienced an epiphany that literally made me stop, relax and live in the moment. This epiphany was the first time I actually had one and called it an “epiphany” in my mind.
I woke up early to get ready for class that morning like I do every day. I was on-time but I had been rushing to get to my class like I usually do. I am from New York City and I am so used to grabbing things and heading out the door as fast as possible. On that particular day I had been boiling water for my green tea. I ran down the stairs with my jacket on in a hurry and prepared my tea. I poured the tea into a traveling mug, only to discover that the mug was broken. I decided that I would have my tea anyway so I poured it into a glass mug. I tried to drink it fast but it was too hot.
After sipping the hot tea I came to the realization that I would have to sit down and let the tea cool off before I drank it. I knew that I would have to sit and drink the tea slowly which frustrated me. I soon realized I had nothing to be frustrated about; I had plenty of time to spare. I sat down, drank the tea and took that moment to observe my life and surroundings. I didn’t dwell in the past or think about the future. All that mattered at the time was the moment. This was so freeing because I had always been very confined in thinking of past and future from the moment I wake up until I fall asleep. The epiphany allowed me to take in each moment and it has literally made each day so much better.

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Seeing Yourself How Others See You! (Positively)

I struggle with this BIG TIME!. I have a self esteem area that I need to work on where I feel as though I'm not worthy of certain things. I begin to doubt myself in a lot of the things I do and it has an effect on me. My closest friend doesn't even know this...
I have friends who think highly of me and respect me for my character and what I do. I know this but I have to GET MY SHIT TOGETHER in order to face the fact that I am worthy of the best and I need to exude confidence as well as humbleness. I recently had a conversation with one of my good friends and she told me how a lot of people do not look back on their lives to see what they have done for others and accomplished for themselves. We get caught up in the illusion that we haven't done anything important because there is no constant reminder.
The lesson is:
  1. To know that you are capable of greatness regardless of what anyone says!
  2. To remind yourself that that you have done and will do great things!
  3. To Be confident!
  4. To understand that the things people think about you should be none of your business!
  5. Realize that you're a good person and you are worthy of the good things that come your way!
Take these into consideration and live your life!

Friday, December 24, 2010

The Fiber of my being! (RANT)

I have officially hit a point where I am asking myself "Am I wasting my own time?" I put just about every fiber of my being into eating, sleeping and drinking acting. It has become very much associated with ME as a person. I don't mind this, but it has gotten to the point where the people who are close to me (mostly friends at home in NYC) see me as just "The Actor". I have literally put my life on hold in order to excel in school, study and develop my craft, I'm losing my life it seems. I have let so many experiences pass me by because I perceived them to be distractions .
It turns out that those distractions would have helped me as a person, as an artist. Actors thrive on LIFE EXPERIENCE, what the hell am I doing? I'm doing myself a disservice by cutting people and experiences out of my life...I have done it so much ...to the point where the things I have cut off have begun to outweigh my actual life... Even though people who know me may or may not agree...this is how I feel at the moment.
Photo By: Natalie J. DeVore @ Devore Vision

Friday, July 30, 2010

Public Figure Page

In order to promote myself as an actor and the projects that I do...I created a public figure page on Facebook to give friends, family and blog readers a heads up!!!!!
Click HERE to get to the page!!!!

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Update!!!.

I just wrapped two short films this summer I had a great deal of fun! In one I played a detective accused of a crime and in the other I played a strip club owner who is unfaithful. VERY Interesting!!!!! I'll be back with some more info on what else is going on!!!!!

Friday, June 4, 2010

Play the Game or Go Home!

I've had this passion for as long as I can remember and I just now realized that in order to make something of yourself as an actor you have to be a "pusher" of a product. I have always been tenacious and likely to move forward despite obstacles, but I am also someone who dislikes a lot of attention. I want to succeed as an actor and what I have recently learned is that I must push and promote myself . I must be willing to get myself seen in order to do what I want to do, which is to act professionally. In this business the words ME MYSELF and I are going to be of major use to me.
Denzel Washington has said many times,"Do what you have to do in order to do what you want to do." I have to be able to seek something that I dislike and that is ATTENTION. I need attention so that I can pursue my goal. It is crazy because a lot of people pursue this career choice for the attention itself, so the pushing is easy for them. I'm not one to seek attention, but I have to seek it because I may not get any further if I don't. 
Wow, I spoke about sacrifices just over a year ago and I have now encountered one of many to come.

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Theatre Reel (Long Time No See)

I made an attempt to combine a little bit of the stage work I've done into a reel...

Sean Boyce Johnson (Theatre Reel) from Sean Boyce Johnson on Vimeo.

BTW sorry for my long brake I'm definitely here to stay!

Friday, February 26, 2010

Two videos where I just let it all out!

What projects I just finished and what projects I am currently working on and my life in college!
MY FEARS!!! *I really share some personal feelings here!

Monday, February 1, 2010

Saturday, January 9, 2010

2010 Blog Change

Hello, From now on "The Voice of an Actor" will be reinvented for those who follow it. The look of the site will go through a slight change and the journal entries will change. most of the videos posted will contain monologues or excerpts from performances that I have done. Occasional journal entries from my experience as an actor/student will be posted. Entries surrounding my personal life and beliefs outside of acting will be non existent unless completely necessary. Thank you to all of those who have been followers of this blog and those who have shown an interest. Sincerely, Sean Boyce Johnson